I look around me

All I see are colorless

And other people with forced smiles

But I see through their masks

They are all deppressed and angry at me

I turn to a window

I see a reflection I once thought was perfect

Now I realize…

Not one part of this body

Is mine

Nothing is

Not this world

Not this body

Not even the heart beating inside me

I once thought I had all I ever wanted

Now I know I was wrong

What I really want

Is my old life

With all the rules and restrictions

But also happiness

But that has dissapeared

From all realities